November 29, 2010

being weird..!

                                                                                
face lies, face dies
but the smell never goes...
how can i date you again
holding a dead rose                                                                                                    

face lies, face dies
where earth meets the knee
c`mon to the last dance
in my death ceremony

Thirsty

People dance people lov [ may be complete ] people fight...
Every moment every one is trying make them self busy.

Every one of us tried avoid that moment we feel lonely. I tried to love loneliness, I tried to feel it, because it's only mine, unfortunately I able to do that. Me my walls and my most loving night give me that peace for what I am searching for...
But thats not all.

After some time I realize, I didn't like peace! I don't want to see my life blank, white, straight ...


Then I started to listen hard rock, get drank in the mid night, messing with me. I pour black in my life, in my eyes, in my paintings. I feel, I love black, I can see whole world (real world) through it. I just want to break all the rulz and everything I love.

AND I BREAK IT ALL...

But I am still thirsty, still I am feeling lonely. but I enjoy my thirst I love my loneliness...

So, moral of this bhat bok bok is not u ppl get drunk or listen hard rock. The moral of this bhat is 'just f***k all the feelings and emotions do what ever you want, just stretch your hand and fly if you want to fly or hug him/her whom you want to AND AND

hold down for a second and just feel, is he/her is the 1 you searching for??????????
Do what you love, love what you do and b thirsty b lonely...